I have to post an sequel to yesterday's entry. Today, I received in the mail a letter from Kanas City Ballet confirming that I have indeed decided to move on, and based on that decision, my contract is not being renewed.
I've been unsure how I would feel with every step that comes along, but this felt amazing. I'm not in one of my sad moods at the moment, so this truly felt good. It was a right of passage of sorts. I was thanked for my years of work with the company. That recognition was lovely and appreciated. This was a lovely way to end my day.
The ball is rolling full speed ahead, so I'm just going to hold on tightly and hope that all of this crazy dreaming works out for me.